| (no subject) |
[Feb. 16th, 2006|03:00 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  cranky | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Temperature - Sean Paul | ] |
~Basic Stuff ~
First Name?: Amanda
Middle Name?: Jean
What are your nicknames?: AJ, Manna
Where were you born?: Bluffton, IN
Current location?: Marion, IN
Age?: 19
Birthday?: June 6, 1986
Where do you go to school?: IPFW
What are you studying there?: Visual and Perfoming Arts
What job do you plan to have in the future?: Dancing
Who do you live with?: the family, soon to be Melanie Rae Maple
Do you like your family?: at times
Any siblings?: yes
If so, how many?: 2 Younger Sisters
Hair color?: brown with blonde highlights
Hair style?: depends on the mood or where i am going
Eye color?: blue/green/hazel
Do you like the way you look?: at times
Favorite physical feature?: legs
Least favorite physical feature?: dunno
Height?: 5'6"
Weight?: 122
What is your body type/physique/build?: athletic, slim, im a dancer what do you expect
Any tatoos?: 3
If so, where?: outer right calf, one on each hip below the pant line ;)
If not, do you want one?: definately want more
What would you want?: not sure
Any piercings?: 6
If so, how many & where?: 2 in each ear, top and bottom of bellybutton
Do you play any sports?: Yes
If so, which ones?: Cross Country and track
Any instruments?: Nope
What activities are/were you in?: Cross Country, Track, Dance
Do you do any community service?: sometimes
Do you drink?: Yes
Do you smoke?: NO
Do you do any illegal drugs?: No
Do you do any legal prescription drugs?: No
Do you have any eating disorders?: No
Are you religious?: i guess you could say that
If so, what religion are you?: Catholic
What is your personal clothing style?: whatever i feel comfortable in
What perfume/cologne do you usually wear?: Britney Spears Curious
Where have you travelled to?: Florida, california, north carolina, texas, colorado, etc
Where would you like to go?: on a cruise to the western carribean like I am for my 21st birthday!!!
What do you do when you're bored?: shit like this
Do you have a cell phone?: Yes
If so, what kind?: Cingular Motorola V220
What's your ringtone?: Luxurious by Gwen Stefani
Do you own an MP3 player?: No
What kind do you have?:
What kind of computer do you have?: Dell
Do you have any video game systems?: PS1
How many concerts have you been to?: lost count
Which ones?: Lenny Kravitz, Eagles, Fall Out Boy
What was your favorite?: Eagles hands down
Do you go to musicals or plays?: Have before
If so, which ones?: Sounds of Music, Wicked
Are you trustworthy?: yes
Do you keep a lot to yourself?: Yes
Are you talkative or quiet?: talkative
Do you like being with lots of people or just a few?: close friends
Do you like to party?: Sure do
Have you ever played beer pong?: all the time
>> ... Favorites
Color?: Blue
Sport?: Short Track Speedskating!!!
Scent?: Abercrombie Cologne that Jordan used to wear :*(
Store?: Aeropostale, American Eagle
Clothing item?: dunno
Clothing brand?: Aero, AE
Shoes to wear?: Nike Shox
Movie?: the Italian Job
Musical?: Wicked
Actor?: Adam Sandler
Actress?: Angelina Jolie
Song?: Temperature by Sean Paul
Band?: Maroon 5
Musician?: Michael Jackson
Rapper?: Sean Paul count?
Music genre?: Anything thats good
Radio station?: 93.1, 96.3
Food?: Chicken and Noodles
Candy?: Snow Caps
Drink?: Dr. Pepper
TV Show?: CSI, American Idol, Alias, Survivor, Law and Order SVU
Website?: facebook, myspace
Book?: Its Not About the Bike
Magazine?: Cosmopolitan
Animal?: Penguins!
Place you've visited?: North Carolina
Place you want to visit?: Western Caribbean
Memory?: anything with my grandma
Teacher?: Randall J. Maurer
Car?: Dodge Ram
Video game?: Dance Dance Revolution
Computer game?: Tetris
Thing to do on the computer?: talk to people
Thing to do in your spare time?: dance dance and dance some more
Toy from your childhood?: Cabbage Patch Kids and Matchbox Cars
Flower?: Pink Roses
Season?: summer = bikini
Month?: july
Holiday?: Halloween and Christmas
Quote?: "To Give Anything Less Than Your Best is to Sacrifice the Gift"
Inspirational person?: Lance Armstrong
Cartoon?: Sponge Bob
Language?: English
Game to play?: Dance Dance Revolution
Number?: 9
Restaurant?: Champs
City?: ummm
Place to go on a date?: havent been on one in awhile
Ice cream flavor?: Chocolate Mint
>> ... Your friends
Who are your best friends?: Courtney, Melanie Rae, Linda, Deana
Lots of ok friends or a few really close friends?: Both
Who do you see most often?: Courtney
Funniest?: Deana
Nicest?: Linda
Most trusting?: Melanie Rae
Loudest?: Deana and Melanie
Shyest?: Linda
Most academic?: Linda and Melanie
Most academically challenged?: hahaha umm
Cutest (guy)?: Danny!!!
Cutest (girl)?: they all cute
Most fashionable?: Linda and Melanie
Most athletic?: Me hands down haha
Best body?: umm id have to say Linda
Overall most genuine?: Melanie
Sluttiest?: only Melanie and I on halloween! we were hot!
Known the longest?: Linda
Known the shortest?: umm
Newest?: umm
Are you a good friend?: id say so
Do you keep secrets to yourself?: yeop
Favorite memory with your friends?: Halloween 2005!!!
What do you & your friends usually do?: Party or go out dancing
Where do you usually go?: Mustafa's down at IU, Jill's down at Purdue
Biggest secret you've told a friend that they told other people?:: when i first had sex with Steven
Have you ever been backstabbed?: many times
What social groups have you been in?: M Club, NAHS, Dance Team, FCA
What social group are you in now?: haha none
What do you think your friends think of you?: whatever they want cause i dont care
Do you make friends easily?: yeop
>> ... This or That
Hot / Cold?: Hot
Night / Day?: Night
Winter / Summer?: Summer
Spring / Fall?: Spring
Chocolate / Vanilla?: Chocolate
Football / Hockey?: Football
Watching a movie at home / Going to the movies?: Watching a movie at home
Jen & Vince / Angelina & Brad?: Angelina and Brad
Britney drama / Jessica & Nick drama?: neither
Pink / Orange?: Orange
Green / Blue?: blue
Yellow / Red?: yellow
Friends / Will & Grace?: Will and Grace
Laguna Beach / The O.C.?: Laguna Beach
LC / Kristen?: Kristen
Gilmore Girls / One Tree Hill?: Gilmore girls
Republican / Democrat?: dont care
>> ... Relationships
Are you currently in a relationship?: Nope
If so, with who?:
How long have you been together?:
Does this relationship seem like it will work?:
If you're single, when was your last relationship?: june to december 2005
Do you have a crush on anybody?: not really
Are you casually dating?: i guess so
Sexual preference?: straight
Are you bisexual?: no
Have you ever kissed the opposite sex?: sure have
Have you ever kissed the same sex?: wouldnt you like to know
How far have you gone with the opposite sex?: hahaha lost track lets just say that
How far have you gone with the same sex?: not very
Are you a virgin?: no
If not, when was the first time you have sex?: junior year
Was it memorable or shitty?: both...kinda funny actually
Do you believe in pre-marital sex?: yea
Sex on the first date?: umm no
Have you been in many relationships?: not really
Who was your best ex?: Jordan
Who was your worst ex?: ummm
Most romantic memory?: the first time Jordan and I spent the night together
Do you like gifts from people you date?: Steven bought me a necklace and if i didnt like it i wouldnt still wear it
Most thoughtful gift you've received?: umm
>> ... Your Perfect Mate
Guy or Girl?: guy
Hair style & color?: dosent matter as long as i think its sexy
Short or tall?: taller than me
Body type?: athletic
What personality traits would he/she posess?: Funny, Easy to get along with,
What would he/she be interested in?: Me, sports, my dancing
What would they smell like (cologne/perfume)?: abercrombie...mmm
Are they popular/dorky/loner...etc?: a jock
Age?: no younger than me
Accent or no?: woudlnt care
Ethnic background?: wouldnt care
How would they dress?: nice
Would they like to see you alone or with your friends?: alone i hope =)
Where would you go?: ummm
Would they be sexually experienced?: who knows
>> ... Some Fun Lists!
(( NAME 10 of your favorite movies )): Movies
1: The Italian Job
2: Man on Fire
3: Happy Gilmore
4: Billy Madison
5: Breakfast Club
6: Prefontaine
7: Napolean Dynamite
8: Big Daddy
9: Mr. Deeds
10: Without Limits
(( NAME 9 of your favorite bands )): Bands / Musicians
9: Maroon 5
8: Fall Out Boy
7: Green Day
6: Sean Paul
5: Ying Yang Twins
4: Jack Johnson
3: All American Rejects
2: Kelly Clarkson
1: Michael Jackson
(( NAME 8 songs you can't stop listening to right now )): Songs
8: Sorry
7: Fire in the Twilight
6: Lose Control
5: Beautiful Disaster
4: Dance Dance
3: Luxurious
2: You Dropped a Bomb on Me
1: Temperature
(( NAME 7 thing you absolutely love )): Love
7: Shopping
6: Boys...somewhat
5: Sports
4: Money
3: Friends
2: Family
1: Dancing
(( NAME 6 things you absolutely hate )): Hate
6: She whom shall not be named
5: Cheerleaders
4: Arby's
3: Injuries
2: Two Faced People
1: Backstabbers
(( NAME 5 thing you can't live without )): Cant live without
5: sleep
4: food
3: Money
2: dance
1: my friends
(( NAME 4 jobs you wouldn't mind having )): Jobs
4: Sports Broadcaster
3: Professional Photographer
2: Dance Studio Owner
1: Professional Dancer
(( NAME 3 of your best friends )): Freinds
3: Linda
2: Courtney
1: Melanie
(( NAME two places you'd like to travel )): Travel
2: Cancun
1: Western Caribbean
(( NAME your biggest goal in life )): Goal
1: Be Happy
>> ... What song describes when you are ....
With the person you're dating?: You'll Think of Me by Keith Urban
Engaged in a sexual activity?: Temperature by Sean Paul
Mad at a family member?: ummm
Mad at a friend?: not sure
Feeling bad about yourself?: Behind these hazel eyes
Wanting to die?: Hear Me by Kelly Clarkson
Happy about something?: depends
Feeling like you've accomplished something good?: umm
Having a good time?: Sean Paul
Driving?: Sean Paul
Sleepy?: Norah Jones or Anna Nalick
Meeting someone for the first time?: ummm
Going on a blind date?: not sure
By yourself and pondering life?: umm
Bored?: umm
>> ... Right now!!!!!
What are you wearing?: hoodie and athletic pants
What are you eating?: pizza
What are you drinking?: dr. pepper
What are you listening to?: Temperature by Sean Paul
Who are you talking to?: Courtney
Are you on AIM / MSN / Yahoo Msgnr?: AIM
Where are you?: at home
Are you on the phone?: yes
Are you wearing socks?: yes
What time is it?: 3 36
What's the weather like?: shitty
What are you thinking about?: dance
What would you rather be doing than a survey?: getting what i want
Are you making plans for later?: teaching dance
Are you planning on taking a nap?: i slept til 1
What are you doing other than this?: nothing
>> ... RANDOM questions
Do you go tanning?: yeop
If so, do you use lotions?: yeop
Bed or booth?: Bed
How many pairs of shoes do you own?: oh tons
What's your bra size (hah)?: wouldnt you like to kno
Have you been on a rollercoaster?: love them
Have you been on a plane?: yeop
Would you ever be a stripper?: yeah
Have you ever gone to a strip club / porn store?: haha almost everynight in NC
What time do you wake up in the morning?: whenever
What classes are you taking in school?: taking the semester off
What kind of care do you drive?: blue cutlass
Do you have a job?: 2 actually
If so, where?: Manager at Arby's and Dance Teacher at Playhouse Studio
Have you ever gone skinny dipping?: Sure have
Do you walk around your house naked?: not usually
Do you wear flipflops?: yeop
What was the first alcoholic beverage you ever had?: beer
Are you smart?: I think so
Do you do a lot of surveys?: not really
What are you going to do now that this is done?: get some food and go buy stuff |
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| Must Be Doing Something Right |
[Jan. 30th, 2006|02:26 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  ecstatic | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Grillz - Nelly | ] |
After dance class on saturday morning I went home took a shower and left for Fort Wayne. After finishing up some dancing for IPFW it was about 7 i think it was. So i decided to go down to Purdue after all because well Melanie Rae was down there and I had no idea when i would get to see her next. So after driving another hour and a half I finally made it to Purdue around 8:30. I met Melanie at our friend Ronnie's dorm and we left for Jill's apartment. At first there was only about 6 of us there but around 9:30 more people started showing up. I love Melanie's friends! I have made so many new friends in the past 4 months its crazy! and they all kick some ass! At first i wasnt going to drink...i dont kno i really didnt feel like it. But around 11..."T" aka Tiffany wanted to do a power hour. So I decided to join in then! haha...about 6 of us took part in this little drink fest haha.
At the beginning of the night tho i met Mel's friend Stephen. Now i dont believe in all that love at first sight shit but when we first started talking...it sorta hit me pretty hard. Just about after I was about to give up on all guys because of what Jordan did to me...my train of thought was completely rearranged. I have never met anyone with such a big heart as Stephen. I know its ironic that his name is the same as my ex but i dont even care. One of his best friends, Megan pulled me aside and asked me what i thought about him. All i could say was the i like him and that I loved being around him. Which is soo true! She told me that he is the greatest guy in the world and would never do anything to hurt anyone especially me. And that if she didnt have a boyfriend she would date him! Now i have heard this many times before from other guys but this time I truly believe it. His last girlfriend broke his heart when she broke up with them on their 8 month anniversary and right before prom too! I could never imagine doing that to him. All i could think about all night was how sweet he is and how I really truly would like to be with him. Im glad i decided to go down there because now that i think about it...I may have never met him. Now i cannot wait to see him again since he lives in Merriville...but the distance wont bother me or him, not one bit! Im going up there for Spring Break and staying with Melanie from the 13th through the 19th.
Now i have been talking about moving to Bloomington or down to Lebanon, but this time i am for real. Melanie is moving back home to Merriville and wants to get an apartment. Im going to move up there with her. Most of my family will be around me except for my parents and my sisters in case I would need anything or if something were to happen. Melanie told me last night that Stephen really likes me and wants to figure out when the next time we are gonna get to see eachother because he wants to ask me something big! OMG! But when I go up there for Spring Break, Mel and I are going to look at apartments and for new jobs. Im soo excited! Plus I will get to see her momma again whom i love! And i will get to spend a week with Stephen. Makes me smile soo BIG! But i gotta finish this up because Stephen is calling!!! Yay! |
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| Dunno... |
[Jan. 10th, 2006|03:25 pm] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | We Used to Be Friends - Dandy Warhols | ] |
100 things u have or haven't done in '05
1. Taken a picture naked? nope
2. Painted your room? nope
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? jus a lil peck on thanksgiving to melanie
4. Drove a car? yeop
5. Danced in front of your mirror? yeop
6. Had a crush? oh yes
7. Been dumped? umm technically no, but emotionally yes
8. Stole money from friend? nope
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? yeop in North Carolina with Katy's friends
10. Been in a fist fight? no
11. Snuck out of your house? once, dont really have to sneak anymore i just leave
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? no
13. Been arrested? nope
14. Made out with a stranger? nope
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? haha yeah
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? yeah
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? nope
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the opposite sex? yes
20. Seen someone die? no
21. Been on a plane? Yeop right after christmas!
22. Kissed in a picture? yeop
23. Slept in until 3? i did today!
24. Love someone or miss someone right now? definately missin someone i fell in love with
25. Laid on your back and watched the clouds go by? sure have
26. Made a snow angel? yes
27. Played dress up? nope
28. Cheated while playing a game? nope
29. Been lonely? for a period of time yes
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? yeop just at school tho...i take that back i sleep on my break
32. Felt an earthquake? Nope
33. Touched a snake? nope dont like em
34. Ran a red light? couple times right as it was turning red
35. Been suspended from school? nope
36. Had detention? yes...damn Mr. Gunyon freshman year
37. Been in a car accident? minor with Dad on the way to Marion XC Invite sophomore year
39. Witnessed a crime? yeop
40. Pole danced? hehe...Halloween Weekend down at IU but i fell off the table haha
41. Been lost? yea
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? yeop
43. Felt like dying? yea
44. Cried yourself to sleep? yeop
46. Sang karaoke? nope
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yeah last night actually
48. Laughed till some beverage came out of your nose? nope
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? yeop
50. Kissed in the rain? yeop
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? haha yeah but i do it anyways
61. Played chicken? yes
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? yes
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? yes
64. Broken a bone? nope
65. Been easily amused? usually
66. Laugh so hard you cry? yeop
67. Mooned/flashed someone? yeop
68. Cheated on a test? nope
69. Forgotten someone's name? nope
70. Slept naked? yeop
71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? nope
73. Blacked out from drinking? nope
74. Played a prank on someone? yeop
75. Gone to a late night movie? yeop
76. Made love to anything not human? uhh hell no
77. Failed a class? nope
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? nope
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? nope
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? i could never bring myself to do that
81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? yes
82. Thrown strange objects? yeop
83. Felt like killing someone? sometimes
84. Thought about running away? nope
85. Ran away? nope
86. Did drugs? nope
87. Had detention and not attend it? nope
89. Made parent cry? yea when they saw my tattoo
90. Cried over someone? yeop...still crying actually
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? yeop
92. Dated someone more than once? nope
93. Have a dog? yes and i love her!
95. Own an instrument? nope
96. Been in a band? nope
97. Drank 25 beers in a day? nope prolly came close tho
98. Broken a cd? yeop
99. Shot a gun? no
100. Been in love? you could say that |
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| Stole this from the Deana!!! |
[Dec. 12th, 2005|10:41 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  crushed | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | One Wish - Ray J | ] |
WOULD YOU RATHER:
1. pierce your nose or tongue?:Both...hopefully getting my tongue over Christmas break
2. be serious or be funny? a lil bit of both
3. drink whole or skim milk? whole baby...Skim tastes like shit
4. die in a fire or drown? fire is my biggest fear
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ARE YOU:
1. simple or complicated?: a little bit of both
2. Gay? no
3. Hardcore? Im not shure
4. Honest? Yes
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DO YOU PREFER
1. flowers or angels?: Flowers
2. gray or black?: Black
3. Color or Black and white photos?: both are amazing... i love photography
4. lust or love?: Love
5. sunrise or sunset?: Sunset
6. M&Ms or Skittles?: Skittles
7. rap or rock?: doesnt matter.. what ever sounds good
8. staying up late or waking up early? stayin up late
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DO YOU PREFER
1. being hot or cold?: hot
2. sun or moon?: SUN
3. Winter or Fall?: Fall
4. left or right?: Right
5. having 10 acquaintances who will have sex with you or having two best friends: 2 best friends
6. sun or rain?: Sun
7. vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: chocolate
8. boys or girls: Men
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ABOUT YOU
What time is it?: 10:43am
Name?: Amanda
Nickname(s): AJ, Fireball, Manda, Mana
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WHAT DO YOU WANT
1.Where do you want to live?: anywhere but marion...hopefully Bloomington in august
2.How many kids do you want?: 2
3.What kind of job do you want?: something successful
4. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet?: whatever i have
5. What jewelry do you always wear?: earrings, ring, belly button ring
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GROOMiNG
1. How often do you brush your teeth?: all the time
2. How do you wear your hair for the most part?: either down and curly, or in a pony
3. Have you ever dyed/highlighted your hair? yeop...need to again
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MANNERS
1. Do you swear?: when im really pissed off
2. Do you ever spit: the only thing i learned from my XC coach
3. You cook your own food: Yes
4. You do your own chores?: Yeop
5. You got laid today? nope
6. You like beef jerky?: yeop
7. You like pepsi or coke?: Pepsi
8. You plan on going to college?: i am right now
9. You're happy with your hair?: i want it to be longer...im working on it
10. You own a dog?: yeop
11. You spend your money wisely?: Most of the time
12. You're always making new friends?: Yes
13. You like to swim?: Always
14. Have you ever got bored so you call a friend?: Yes
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LET'S BE HONEST.
In the last month have you...
1. Had sex: yes
2. Bought something: Yes
3. Gotten sick: very very sick
4. Sang: yes
5. Been kissed: yes
7. Felt stupid: Yes
8. Missed someone: yea im really missing this person, and i will miss him even more
9. Got drunk: Yes
10. Gotten high: no
11. Danced crazy: haha all the time
12. Gotten your hair cut: my mom trimmed it up a few weeks ago
13. Watched cartoons: sponge bob with Elijah
14. Lied: Maybe
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Last Person that...
1. Slept in your bed: Me
2. saw you cry: Courtney
3. Made you cry: Jordan
4. Went to the movies with: Brianna
5. You went to the mall with: Courtney
7. You went to dinner with: Courtney
9. Said 'I love you' to you: Courtney and melanie
10. Broke your heart: JL
11. Made you laugh: havent laughed in about 24 hours
12. Bought you something: my mom
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Have You Ever...
1. Wished you were the opposite sex: Nope
2. Snuck out of your house: once
3. Gave money to a homeless person: No |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 18th, 2005|11:14 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | cranky | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | For All Time - Soluna | ] |
. ARE YOU OVER 18? Yeop
2. WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE? Me and Tia
3. DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT? yeah but i could have had more
4. FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING? DAMN IT!!!
5. WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE? cell phone
7. GRILLED OR FRIED? grilled
8. WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE? dunno
9. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? not really
10. FAVORITE HANGOUT? Bloomington of the firestation
11. 3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT? My cell phone, my friends, and Jordan :)
12. FIRST THING YOU WILL BUY IF GIVEN 1 THOUSAND DOLLARS? A trip for two to wherever the fuck I want for a month...oh by the way the other person would be Jordan because its a romance trip hehe
13. FAVORITE SONG(s)? Get Over It by the Eagles
14. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? Heights and Needles
15. ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER? Both but more of a giver
16. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? AJ, Baby (thats from Jordan)
17. WHAT IS YOUR DAD'S MIDDLE NAME? Lee
18. MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED? The Grudge
20. STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD HAVE ONLY ONE THING? Jordan
21. FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL? The serta mattress one where the little kid is jumping on some other brand of mattress than jumps to the serta and immediately falls over asleep...its fucking hilarious
23. FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE? sisters, dog, cell phone, teddy bear
24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? blue/green/hazel
25. WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS BRING WITH U? cell phone, cd's, purse, keys
26. WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID? doctor, artist
27. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK TURNS 7? 7 am im still sleepin, 7pm im usually at work or dance or with Jordan
28. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEET? blue
29. WHO DO YOU WANT TO MEET? Lance Armstrong
30. what do u think about before u go to bed? Jordan
31. DID YOU EAT TOAST TODAY? Nope |
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| Its Been Awhile... |
[Nov. 17th, 2005|04:31 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Dance, Dance - Fall Out Boy | ] |
Wow I havent really updated this thing for awhile. I guess a lot has been going on...sorta.
Things are starting to get serious with Jordan. He's the most amazing guy I have ever met in my life and I seriously never thought that someone as attractive (and I mean this guy is fucking gorgeous) and amazing would ever see anything in me. Well come to find out he's liked me since May so I guess Ive done a pretty good job of reeling him in! hehe I love every moment that I get to spend with him, even when we argue because we always make up in the end. We cant stay mad at eachother for more than a day. Its great! He's going through a really tough time right now and all i can do is just be there for him and let him kno that I am there, ya kno. Ive fallen for him, and ive fallen for him hard. I would do anything for him and he knows that.
Im moving to Bloomington in August and into and 4 bedroom apartment with my bestest Melanie, her present roommate Dyan, and another one of Mel's friends from back home. Im super excited! Its going to be great...finally getting out of marion for once! If i dont go now I never will! I love it in Bloomington! Its where I belong! And also Melanie and I belong together! That girl...i dont kno what I would do without her and her brother who wants to marry me! Haha! Moving away from Marion for awhile will be the best thing for me. My mom is starting to be nicer to me because she knows that I am planning on moving. I think our relationship will be better after I do go, and we hardly ever see eachother! Its going to be the best time of my life!
Thanksgiving is a week from today...AHH!!! Finally get to spend much needed time with the fam and with my Melanie! Friday me, my parents, and my cousin Melissa are going to Wisconsin to get me ready for race day on saturday. We are going to this huge ass mall that we went to a couple years ago! Its going to be fun! Hopefully I run good at Foot Locker this year! Gotta call Chris before I run for some last minute advice! He's been my little personal coach the past month. So thank you for that! Then when we come back to Merriville saturday afternoon...im going over to Melanie's house to meet her family and hang out all night! I cannot wait! Its going to be soo much fun! Then I get to see her all over again next weekend when I go down to Bloomington!
Oh how im loving my life right now! |
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| Another Survey |
[Nov. 9th, 2005|01:16 am] |
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| | We Be Burnin-Sean Paul | ] |
LAST PERSON WHO...
x. Slept in your bed: Me and my doggie
x. Saw you cry: Jordan
x. Made you cry: different things
x. Spent the night with: Jordan
x. You shared a drink with: Jordan
x. You went to the movies with: people from work
x. You went to the mall with: my momma
x. Sent you an email: my cousin
x. You kissed: Jordan
HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it: Yes
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: Jus play fighting
x. Been to New York: Nope
x. Florida: Yes
x. California: Yes, my family lives there
x. Hawaii: Nope
x. Mexico: Nope
x. China: Nope
x. Canada: Nope
x. Danced naked: With only one person watching *wink*
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: Yeop
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: Nope
x. Had an imaginary friend: Nope
RANDOM...
x. Red or blue: Blue
x. Spring or Fall: Spring
x. Are you bored: Yeah
x. Last noise you heard: My cell phone ring
x. Last time you went out of the state: In March up tp Chicago to see my grandma
x. Do you have a crush on someone: Actually yes!
x. What book are you reading now: my business book
x. What is the first thing you think when you wake up: DAMN IT
x. How many rings before you answer: depends on who it is
x. Future daughter's name: Mikayla Colette
x. Future son's name: Braxton Elliot
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Yeop
x. If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be: ummm
x. Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous: Righty
x. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys: Nope
x. What's under your bed: a bunch of shit
x. College plans: transferring to IU in the fall
x. Piercings: 2 in left ear, 2 in right ear, navel
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Not right now
EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: No
x. Do you drink: Yeop
x. Who is your best friend: Melanie
x. What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use: Garnier Fructis
x. What are you most scared of: Needles
x. What clothes do you sleep in: my nike sweat pants and a sports bra
x. Who is the last person who called you: Jordan to say goodnight :)
x. Where do you want to get married: On the beach
x. Who do you really hate: Theres a select few but main ones are Ashley, Brittani, and Amanda
x. Favorite number: 9
x. What type automobile do you drive: 92 Oldsmobile Cutlass Ciera, 2000 Chevy Malibu
x. Are you timely or always late: timely
x. Do you have a job: yeop
x. Do you like being around people: Yeop
x. Best feeling in the world: cuddling with Jordan
x. Are you a health freak: Hell No
STUFF
x. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: Nope
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: Yeop
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: athletic
x. Ever afraid you'll never get married: Nope
x. Ever want kids?: Yes
FAVORITE
x. Room in house: My room or the living room with the big screen
x. Type(s) of music: Rap and R&B mostly
x. Band: Fall Out Boy, Maroon 5
x. Memory: ummm
x. Day of the week: Saturday
x. Color: Blue and Silver
x. Perfume or cologne: what Jordan wears from Abercrombie..its to die for!
IN THE LAST 72 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: yeop
x. Bought something: Salt and Vinegar Chips
x. Gotten sick: almost
x. Sung: yeop at work
x. Said "I Love You": Yeah
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: Yes
x. Met someone new: nope
x. Moved on: umm
x. Missed someone: I Miss Jordan...and my Melanie!!
x. Hugged someone: Jordan
x. Kissed someone: Jordan
x. Fought with your parents: Its never ending
x. Dreamt about someone you can't be with: yeah McGrew counts
x. Had a lot of sleep: slept all day today
HAVE YOU EVER...
been drunk - who hasnt?
smoked pot - hahaha
kissed a member of the opposite sex - oh yes...but Jordan the most
kissed a member of the same sex - yeah
crashed a friend's car - no
ridden in a taxi - nope
had anal sex - umm...
been in love - once
had sex in public - yeap
been dumped - it wasnt fun
shoplifted - everyone has
been fired -Nope been at Arbys for 3 1/2 years...management bitches
been in a fist fight - with my sister
pissed on myself - during a cross country meet when it was raining lol
been arrested - nope
made out with a stranger - nope
stole something from my job - does food count?
celebrated new years in time square - nope want to tho
gone on a blind date - yeah it was horrible
lied to a friend - yeah
had a crush on a teacher - Randy Maurer, my 4th grade teacher
been to europe - nope
skipped school - yeap
cut myself on purpose - nope
been married - No
had children - no
stripped at a party - jus in front of one person *wink*
jumped off a bridge - nope
gone surfing - nope
had a mullet - nope
peed in public - in the bathroom yeah |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2005|11:10 pm] |
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| |  drunk | ] |
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| | Chris Brown - Run It | ] |
CuRrEnT
~ outfit: white Nike sweatpants, ole miss XC sweatshirt
~ hairstyle: in a ponytail
~ jewelry: earrings of Melanie's
~ nail color: au natural
Do YoU
~ lick yourself: if only it were possible ;)
~ whine a lot: especially at work
~ yell a lot: at my mom the most
~ hate a lot of people: just a select few
~ have too many friends: you can never have too many friends
~ want to die: nope not really
~ have a bf/gf: GIRLFRIEND!!! I LOVE MELANIE MAPLE WITH ALL MY HEART!!!
~ do drugs: nope
~ wear dark colors: i have some black shirts and skirts and stuff
~ dye your hair: yes
HaVe YoU eVeR
~ gotten drunk: who hasnt! I will be everynight when i move to Bloomington!!
~ talked on the phone for over 3 hours: a couple times with McGrew
~ left the country: nope
~ had a party with over 30 people: this weekend at IU!!
~ taken nude pictures: do pics in a bra and boys shorts count ;)
~ caught something on fire: hahaha no but i watched Deana catch her leg on fire!
ArE YoU
~ understanding: yeop
~ open-minded: all the time
~ insecure: sometimes
~ interesting: all the time
~ hungry: Im always eating!
~ smart: you could say so
~ childish: oh yes especially with Deana
~ independent: very...i get it from my grandma :)
~ hard working: ive held a job for almost 4 years havent i?!?!
~ healthy: except for my damn knee
~ emotional: yeah..
~ shy: not me
~ difficult: always
~attractive: dunno...depends on the person looking
~bored easily: all the damn time
~thirsty: for alcohol anyday
~obsessed: nope
~angry: sometimes
~sad: most of the time its just about my grandma
~happy: all the time
~trusting: with only a select few people
~ill: i hate being sick
~talkative: i love to talk
~ignored: never lol
~reliable: very
~self-disciplined: i dance, i run, i work, i go to school, you tell me
~sleepy: all the time
~lonely: not really
AlL aboUt Me
~what is your birth name? Amanda Jean Weirich
~what is your birthday?: June 6th
~age: 19
~do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Girlfriend!! MELANIE MAPLE I Heart You!
~how tall are you?: 5'6 1/2"
~shoe size?: 7 1/2
~brothers/sisters?: 2 younger sisters
~job?: Manager at Arby's North, Dance teacher at Playhouse Studio in Marion
FaVoRiTeS
~what is your favorite band?: Fall Out Boy
~color(s)?: Blue and Silver
~soda?: Dr. Pepper
~music?: depends on the mood
~stores in the mall?: Abercrombie & Fitch, Charlotte Russe
~ice cream?: chocolate
~roller coaster?: LOVE THEM!
~candy?: starburts
~cd?: Fall Out Boy - From Under the Cork Tree
~cookies?: Chocolater chunk...the ones at Arbys :)
~juice?: apple juice
~holiday?: christmas
~month?: July
In ThE lAsT 48 hOuRs, HaVe YoU...
~cried?: yea..found more pics of my grandma in the hospital before she died
~missed someone?: besides Melanie...yeah
~yelled at someone?: kinda sorta
~drove somewhere?: to work and back home
~talked to someone on the phone?: yeop...Jordan
~been online?: hahaha yeah
~smiled?: Yes all the time
~had sex?: definately not :(
~kissed someone?: yeop
~hugged someone?: yes
~last thing you ate?: popcorn
HaVe YoU eVeR
~been in love: yes
~been in trouble with the police?: almost
~hit someone?: my little sisters all the time
~broke something?: nope
~betrayed a friend?: nope
~played strip poker?: nope
~skipped school?: slept through class today
~shot a gun?: hate guns
~broke something important?: nope
~smoked weed?: nope
~dyed your hair?: yeop
LaSt QuEsTiOnS
~what is sitting next to you?: my cute dog Buffy
~favorite sport?: football
~are you gay/lesbian/bi/straight?: straight
~been in a plane?: yeop
~killed someone?: couldnt ever bring myself to do that
~slept during class?: hell yeah i have!
~are you bored of taking this survey?: yeop |
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| Woo Hoo |
[Oct. 26th, 2005|01:22 am] |
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| | Dance, Dance - Fall Out Boy | ] |
THIS WEEKEND...
Headin to B-Town aka Bloomington, IN
Partyin it up at IU
Being a Can Can dancer for Halloween
Spending time with friends I havent seen in awhile!
And spending time with friends i saw two weeks ago!
Lets just hope i get off of work before 8 on friday!
I CANT WAIT!!! |
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| "Amanda...I Love Her!" |
[Oct. 18th, 2005|02:10 pm] |
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Well this weekend I went down to Ball State for their Homecoming! I hung out with Tim Adams basically all night and met a lot of his friends! Including the love of my life Jenna! I love me some Jenna Hill!!! She walked up to Tim, linked arms with him and said, "Amanda...I love her!!" Haha YES!!! Facebook says that we are married!!! When we get married I already invited Chris on our honeymoon!!! Hahaha! I cant wait to go back down there for Halloween weekend! its gonna be a total fucking blast! Anyways back to saturday night! I got completely wasted! I had about 10 to 12 Yeager Bombs, vodka straight from the bottle, some whiskey and coke, by the time i got to the beer it tasted like water so I drank about 6 of those. And then i guess i was carrying a 5th of Captain Morgan around like it was my baby! Jenna and I were Beer Pong partners and yeah we lost but who cares we still kick ass! I fell asleep with the Captain Morgan bottle in my hand because I didnt want anyone to drink it while i was sleeping hahaha! Anyways it was the best weekend of my life and hopefully next weekend will be even better! I LOVE JENNA HILL!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 16th, 2005|11:22 am] |
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| |  loved | ] |
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| | Black Eyed Peas - My Humps | ] |
1. Are you happy the year is over (if it isn‘t over are you happy it will be soon): This year has been great...lol
2. Did you like the people in your classes? yeah
3. Who is you fav teacher this year? dont have one
4. Did you play any sports? dancing counts
5. Did you make any new friends? Jenna, Brad, Sarah, Logan, Amanda, Jordan
6. Did you go out with anyone? ummm kinda dated Chris i think
Which friend is:
7. Craziest: Jenna
8. Shiest: i dont really have shy friends
9. Loudest: Jenna and Amanda
10. Quietest: Linda
11. Immature: ummm
12. Funniest: Jenna, Amanda, Jordan
13. Hottest: Chris, Logan, Jordan
14. Sweetest: Jenna, Logan, Deana, Jordan
15. The “trouble” maker: Jenna and Me TOGETHER!
16. Annoying: no one really
17. Fastest: Jenna and Me AGAIN!
18. The most sporty: Chris, Jordan, ME
19. The most popular: lots of them
20. Peachiest: Jenna
21. Perkiest: Jenna and Amanda
22. Always making crazy words: Deana
23. The smartass of you all: Me, Jenna, Tim, Chris
24. The candy ass: Jenna
25. Wimpiest: Chris...he's a little bitch *wink*
Other Questions:
26. Who did you like when the school year started? Chris
27. Have you learned anything this year? I love Jenna!
28. Do you think of the people you go to school differently now then you did at the begining of the school year? Yeop
29. What was the worst thing that happened to you? my hangover this morning
30. The best thing? the people ive met at BSU
31. Did you get nicknames? Manders
32. Was this a good school year or a sucky one? its great...will be better when i transfer to BSU
33. If you could what would you change about this year? lots of things
34. What was the most memorable thing? Jenna telling me she loves me! |
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[Oct. 8th, 2005|10:09 pm] |
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Body: I wanna know 21 things about you. Fill all the ?'s out.. no blanks!
ANSWER IT AND SEND IT TO ME THEN POST IT FOR UR SELF.
1.Your Full Name: Amanda Jean Weirich
2. Age: 19
3. Fave Color: Blue
4. Fave Movie: Bruce Almighty
5. Fave Song: Dont Cha - Pussycat Dolls
6. Fave Band: Green Day
7. Most Embarassing Moment: "There's a hole in my crotch" of my jeans that is
8. Are you a virgin? nope
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Are we friends? Of course!
2. Do you have a crush/attracted to me? umm no
3. Would you kiss me? umm.. no
4. Would you have sex with me? definately not
5. Would you enjoy it? no
6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I ask you out? no..
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? no
8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: i dont even kno
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? yeas
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? no
11. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? yeas
12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me? if i did we resolved the issue
13. Do you think I'm a good person? yeop
14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? happens all the time
15.Do you think I'm Hot? you are B-E-A-U tiful
16. Would you call me just because? i do all the time
17. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they dont involve you? what are friends for
18. If you could change anything about me, would you? nope
19. What would you change? nothin
20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? yeas
21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? yeop |
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| It's Been Pretty Rough |
[Oct. 6th, 2005|03:28 pm] |
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| | When September Ends - Green Day | ] |
Things have been pretty fucking hard for me the past 6 days. Some things have happened that I really didnt expect to happen for awhile...and its been very stressful on me. Chris and I got into a fight on thursday night basically and didnt talk for 5 days straight. We finally talked again on tuesday night for over 2 hours about some very important shit thats been going on. Needless to say things are better with him now, but the fact that other things happened well...it will be hard for both of us to get over... :*( It has brought us closer tho and it definately broke the ice a little better. He's coming up this coming tuesday for Lauren's XC sectionals...so we will be able to really talk about whats happened and spend some time together. Im glad to kno that he is there for me whenever I need him. |
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| Stole This From My Deana!!! |
[Oct. 3rd, 2005|10:39 am] |
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| |  aggravated | ] |
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| | Dont Cha - Pussycat Dolls | ] |
A- AREA CODE YOU ARE IN RIGHT NOW:
765
B- BIRTHDAY:
06/06/1986
C- CURRENT CRUSH:
Dont really have one, cause everytime i do, I end up hurt
D-DRINK OF CHOICE:
Smirnoff Ice
E- EATING CURRENTLY:
Nothing and im starving!!!
F- FAVORITE FOOD:
Anything Deana makes...she's the bomb at cooking!
G- WHO DO YOU GO TO FOR ADVICE?
Linda or my aunt
H- CURRENT HATRED:
One guy in particular named Chris McGrew who cant seem to get his head out of his ass long enough to do the courteous thing, like telling me himself
I- I THINK:
I want to move to either North Carolina with Katy or California with Natalie
J- JOB? :
Currently a manager at Arby's
K- KIDS? :
None Yet..
L- LOVES?
Just one...Steven Mui
M- MOVIE:
Chicago
N- YOUR PHONE NUMBER:
If youre lucky, you know it
O- OVER OR UNDER:
Haha right through it
P- FAVORITE PERFUME/COLOGNE:
Tommy Hilfiger Freedom
Q- QUIRK ABOUT YOURSELF?
When I get really drunk, I dance on top of tables
R- LAST ROAD TRIP:
Ball State University
S-SMOKE:
nope
T- TV SHOW?
The Real World, CSI, Alias
U- COLOR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR:
Lacey Black Boy Shorts
V- LAST TIME YOU WERE IN VEGAS:
Havent been yet...but when i turn 21 is a different story :)
W- WISHFUL THINKING:
To find a guy who actually cares about me, instead of just making me think that he does
X- X-RAYS TAKEN THIS YEAR:
None...knock on wood
Y- YOUR FAVORITE YEAR OF YOUR LIFE?
Kindergarten!!! The best time ever!
Z- ZODIAC SIGN:
Gemini |
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| The Best Night Ever!!! |
[Sep. 24th, 2005|09:50 pm] |
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| | excited | ] |
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| | Sugar We're Going Down - Fall Out Boy | ] |
Yes it has been awhile since I have updated on this thing. Nothing really interesting has happened since the last time, until last night!
Christopher came to Marion last night!!! And this time we actually got to spend some real quality time together! He took me out to dinner at Applebee's and then we went and saw Flightplan (biggest waste of time and money for that movie...I dont recommend seeing it) But we made the best of that situation. It was soo good to finally be able to hold him, hold his hand, hug him, and my personal favorite...kiss him. We did a lot of kissing throughout that movie. But thats not the point! lol
We got back to my house around midnight and we both slept in the living room...my cousin took my bedroom. We watched his Michael Jackson DVD he had just bought at Wally World, and of course we fought over what music videos to watch. Then we both just curled up on the floor together and cuddled...which felt soo good to finally be able to do! We didnt end up falling asleep until around 3am, but thats just because we couldnt keep our hands off eachother...lol He's one sexy son-of-a-bitch!!! And I am so lucky to have him in my life!
Oh yeah I almost forgot...I Love the Deana! |
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| Yay for tomorrow!!! |
[Sep. 2nd, 2005|10:52 am] |
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Chris is coming tomorrow!!! I am super freakin excited to see him! Yeah its only been 2 weeks since I last spent time with him, and dont get me wrong talking to him everyday on the phone is just amazing....but I can finally hug him, kiss him, hold his hand...everything that I have been wanting to do since I took him back to Ball State two weekends ago! I cannot wait to see him tomorrow and basically spend all day with him!!
Things are starting to get pretty hectic around here. Im going back to school at Indiana Business College and classes start the 26th. Dance classes are starting...my actual classes are on saturdays and start the 17th. Then I am teaching monday nights with Debbie in Wabash from 4:15 to 9:45, and again on thrusday nights with Andi from 5-8 in Marion. But me teaching will pay for my four classes...Tap, Jazz, Lyrical, and Clogging. Then there is still the fact that XC season has basically just started and I have all those meets that I have to be at since I am an Assistant Coach. But those are great because Chris will hopefully be coming to Marion at least every tuesday to train with Mississinewa's boys and to get ready for the open race at the Wabash Invitational later this month! He's gonna look soo cute running in that! Speaking of watching him run...I found the tape from our junior year at the Richmond Invitational...where he was in the lead coming around to jump the water pit but as soon as everyone thought he cleared it...BAM!!! he hit the ground hard! I have to admit that when I watched it I was rolling around on the ground I was laughing so hard. Then I called him and let him kno that I just watched him fall junior year. He was kinda pissed I think but not really! He's such a babe! |
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| One More Day!!! |
[Aug. 25th, 2005|02:12 pm] |
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| | bouncy | ] |
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| | Put That Thang Down-Ying Yang Twins | ] |
Im super freaking excited because I get to see and spend all night with Chris tomorrow night!!! Things just really cant get any better with him...well they can but we arent going to rush it lol *hint hint* haha No he is the sweetest guy in the world! All i can say is that I freakin love facebook! Its the whole reason things are the way they are right now! Tomorrow better go by really fast at work or im not going to be happy lol! |
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| Long Lost...Whatever |
[Aug. 16th, 2005|06:06 pm] |
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| | No Scrubs-TLC | ] |
Well im in a bit of a rut right now. Actually im really not but I gotta figure out how to tell him what I have on my mind. Danny was right...i do get way ahead of myself talking about guys. Well to tell you the truth I really thought B.B. was the right guy for me. Until he started calling me over 6 times a day and would get upset when I hung out with my guy friends. Its like dude we arent together so stop trying to control me. He's really sweet and all but I cant handle the wanting to be with me 24/7 and the non stop calling me. Plus he lives in fort wayne which i thought would be a great idea but its just not going to work. And really i dont kno how to tell him without really hurting him because he told me that he really likes me and is afraid of losing me...and we arent even together!!! I have to put an end to this before it goes any farther or I may go crazy.
But i am going to say that Facebook is the greatest website ever created! I have found so many of my old cross country friends that I havent talked to in over 2 years! One in particular by the name of Chris McGrew! He's the shit! I cannot believe that he called me last night and we talked for over 2 hours! I never thought I would ever see him again after our senior year of high school! And i actually get to see him on friday night! He's coming to marion to hang out with me after I get offa work at midnight which sucks major donkey balls! Oh yeah Deana is coming over too because she is my bestest and I dont kno what I would do without her! I think Mark is coming with her too im not sure yet, but more than likely! It'll be fun to hang out with them! But im super excited that Chris is coming! Now Danny dont get mad at me for putting this but something may just happen between me and Chris. And i would be extremely happy if it did. Because well I had a little crush on him senior year, and I was going out with Steven at the time. Oops...guess I forgot to mention that! But he wants me to come and visit him at Ball State all the time this year and you bet your ass I will be there almost every weekend! Because I will have every saturday off for the year until next june!!!! But i so cannot wait until friday night when I finally get to see him for the first time in 2 years and I can actually comprehend that we finally got ahold of eachother after not talking for soo long! In the words of Jessica Simpson..."Can I get a Yee Haw!!!" |
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| These Boots Are Made For Walkin... |
[Aug. 8th, 2005|11:13 pm] |
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| | These Boots Are Made for Walkin - Jessica Simpson | ] |
*~In this entry I want to clear up a few things and to really just express everything that is going on right now in my life~*
First things first...Ive been reading all my friends past journal entries and a few entries ago in one particular journal I noticed that someone has a new boyfriend. As I wish her the best of luck with that, I also wanted to really just sit down and talk with her sometime and really fix whatever went wrong between the two of us...but only if she wants to.
Secondly...my date saturday night went really great! Brandon came around 6 and we went out to eat at Hong Kong because he wanted some awesome chinese food. Yeah it was definately not my idea to go there being as how it is my ex-boyfriends dad's restaurant and he does work there. So the whole time we were in there I really was thinking about how I wanted to get out as quick as possible. I did happen to fill Steven in tho that I want all my senior pictures back because there are people who want them, and anything else of mine that he has. And that felt really good. There were a few other "things" i wanted to discuss with him but really I just wanted to get out of there. But Brandon and I went down to the arena so Deana could meet him and give him "the talk" OH LORD! We went and saw "Dukes of Hazzard" which btw I now want a Dodge Charger just like the General Lee. lol The night was great because I got to spend it with Brandon.
Third...I HAVE to move out of my house ASAP! I cannot stand being around my mom any longer! All i hear from the time I wake up in the morning, until I go to work and then when I come home from work, until I go to bed is BITCH BITCH BITCH!!! Its like damn get ahold of yourself and leave me alone for once. You have two other children to complain and bitch to. I mean seriously. I cannot be in this house anymore! If you honestly think its not that bad...come live in my shoes for a damn day and you wont last. My mom no longer supports me like she used to...instead she now puts me down whenever she can. And really I dont need that.
Now to the worst part of this journal...tomorrow August 9th,2005 marks exactly one year after the death of my beloved grandmother, Collete Jean Kranik. Now in the past I have wrote many entries talking about everything that has happened from her major heart surgery in chicago, to being takin out of school earlier at least 4 times during my senior year because we received calls saying she was gonna die, to watching my independent, stubborn grandma deteriorate to nothing almost. The 6 months she was in the hospital and the nursing home really were the worst in my life. My grandma was the most quote-unquote "family" I had. My mom has turned all the rest of my family against me because Im not the "perfect" child. And my grandma was the only person who would stick up for me. So this past year without her has had its ups and downs. All i know is that tomorrow will be one of the hardest days for me to get through. As soon as I get the money...I will be getting a tattoo dedicated to my grandma on the inside of my right ankle. Now there is a reason why I am putting it there. My grandma was my #1 fan during cross country and track. Every race...while on the starting line...my left foot is always in front. Meaning my right foot is the first to hit the ground...my starting foot. I plan to get it before I decide to do any road races anytime soon. Hopefully during XC season this year. |
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| This Time is For Real |
[Aug. 4th, 2005|01:03 am] |
I honestly think I have found Mr. Right...
-Its not James
-Or my ex*~S.G.~*
-Or Zack
You kno the saying...3rd times the charm...
Its true for me!
I have finally found someone I can fall deeply in love with
-Without heartbreak
-That could and may last forever
He calls me baby...
-But my favorite nickname is Sleeping Beauty
He calls me every morning...
-On his way to work (thats when Sleeping Beauty falls into play)
-And he tries to quote Napoleon Dynamite (its soo cute)
I cannot wait for this weekend at all! This week cannot go by any freakin slower! AHHH!
-Except for the fact that I have to meet his rents friday night
-Yeah but he has to meet mine before our date saturday night, so its not so bad
*~B.B.~* Just might be the one |
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